"I'm not a soldier." That reply comes quickly. For all her fighting abilities, Alice would never think of herself in such a way. "Nor someone who follows the rules, typically."

But after saying that, she goes quiet for a moment. Not in the kind of way that she has nothing more to say - no, if anything, Alice seems a little sunken away in her thoughts.

"But doing what feels right is quite.. difficult for me," she then slowly admits. She's trying to make herself feel less vulnerable even while doing so by trying to keep her tone even, but it's still hard for Alice to talk about. Duo did confide in her about his past though, so maybe she ought to put at least a tiny bit of trust in him as well. "I've never been too sure of my own feelings. My mind is a stranger to me half of the time. Most of the time I have absolutely no idea what I want or want to do."