"Sometimes, yeah. The music industry can be brutal." And the fact that he worked too hard sometimes, pushed himself when he should just relax. There was a part of him that still wanted to make his father proud, even though he was pretty sure if it hadn't happened yet, it never was.

"I mean, I guess there's a lot of pressure here, too, sometimes, but it's more spread out? Like, it's not on just one person. If one person can't do it, there are other people there who can." Even though he still felt like he should be doing more, he was trying his best not to be too hard on himself about it. There were plenty of ways he could help, and if he couldn't, well, it was like he'd said; there were other people who could handle it.