It's no one's expertise. What happened to me seems to be outside anyone's understanding.

[He's lucky he is alive after mental torture. There is a small smirk on his lips as he considers the concept of 'fun'.]

My version of fun tends to differ significantly from others. I don't exactly know how to have normal types of fun.

[His form of fun is fighting, figuring out how to create new dark cultivation methods or tools, and controlling the dead. There are very few who would understand his type of fun.]