"If you remember those giant weapons - the mobile suits from my nightmare - I was seated in the hand of one, while another was being destroyed not far away." ...worse, she could see it coming; and she was brainwashed into obeying and loving the man who was about to die.

And she might do something very stupid because of that. Only now, she's herself.

"...if I go home with all my memories of this place, I'll do my best to protect myself."