What do you want me to say? [ It's frustrated, though not pointed, more helpless than angry. ]

That's why-- that's why I can even disappear in the first place. I wasn't supposed to keep existing. And that was fine, you know? It was for a good reason! But I wasn't the only one. I'm just the only one who got to come back. [ He motions out at their surroundings. Here. Alive. ]

Do I really get to keep acting like everything's fine?