This mission has been A Lot. In too many ways. And honestly, even now it's over and they're about to go back to the train, it still doesn't end many of Inigo's problems. Nor a lot of the thoughts and insecurities that are all stirring at the back of his mind.
But at least Inigo has made a headstart on his round of apologies for his own behaviour during the mission. Sure, he was upset.. he still is upset, even now. But that's no excuse for acting out. He just needs to do what he always does. Swallow the hurt, try to deal with it by himself while trying to help out the people around him.
And there's one person he's looking for at the end of the day to apologize to. He's been trying his hardest to avoid Roland ever since the Reno fight. Sure, Inigo knows it wasn't really fair towards the other, but.. he just felt so guilty even thinking about Roland. Thinking about what Inigo dragged him into, just because he's such an idiot. Because he's weak.
It takes a while to find Roland though. Inigo expected him to be somewhere in the village, but after combing through the whole place, he still can't find the other guy. It's only when he leaves the village and looks outside of the walls that he finds Roland standing there, just a little distance away.
.. The thought of talking to Roland again feels more terrifying now he can actually see the other standing there, but Inigo knows he has to press on. This is no time for cowardice.
He balls his hands at his sides up into fists, digging his nails into the palm of his hands as he walks over.
".. Roland," he just simply says. Inigo doesn't look at him, instead staring down at his own shoes. But just the fact that he's out here seeking out Roland, when he clearly has been attempting to never be in the same place as the other for days now, stands out by itself.
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But at least Inigo has made a headstart on his round of apologies for his own behaviour during the mission. Sure, he was upset.. he still is upset, even now. But that's no excuse for acting out. He just needs to do what he always does. Swallow the hurt, try to deal with it by himself while trying to help out the people around him.
And there's one person he's looking for at the end of the day to apologize to. He's been trying his hardest to avoid Roland ever since the Reno fight. Sure, Inigo knows it wasn't really fair towards the other, but.. he just felt so guilty even thinking about Roland. Thinking about what Inigo dragged him into, just because he's such an idiot. Because he's weak.
It takes a while to find Roland though. Inigo expected him to be somewhere in the village, but after combing through the whole place, he still can't find the other guy. It's only when he leaves the village and looks outside of the walls that he finds Roland standing there, just a little distance away.
.. The thought of talking to Roland again feels more terrifying now he can actually see the other standing there, but Inigo knows he has to press on. This is no time for cowardice.
He balls his hands at his sides up into fists, digging his nails into the palm of his hands as he walks over.
".. Roland," he just simply says. Inigo doesn't look at him, instead staring down at his own shoes. But just the fact that he's out here seeking out Roland, when he clearly has been attempting to never be in the same place as the other for days now, stands out by itself.