He lowers his wrists and he listens to his instructions. In a way, Roland is one of the few people he met, with that confidence and leadership, but there is so few that commanded his respect and his reassurance.

"I..." He took a pause and thought about it. Back home, he was on his own, managing by himself. It was strange for him to ask for help, any help considering A-Qing and Xue Yang who took advantage of him in that home they shared and his kindness to the point, he was pushed to the brink and edge. Although A-Qing turned out for the better during her time on the train, and Xue Yang become quiet, atoned for his crimes, for him this is quite a change.

If he could, a part of him would have stayed on the planet and choose it and end it all. But a part of him doesn't felt that way right now, and he knew he would gladly joined the others on the train. Why the people on the train are so kind? So rational and driven with so much purpose?

He has much to think for himself and to deeply reflect on himself. So the words that is coming out of him is surprising even to himself. "I got it." He said. "You don't have to worry about me. I'll pressed it three times and I'll be on board." But he doesn't want to be seen as a burden due to his disability, people and family has been too kind to him.

Then a thought, "You have to worry about the others. I don't want anyone be left behind."