[There is a quiet sigh- perhaps recognizable in its tone. A moment to gather patience, patience...]

...Eva, [She finally speaks.] I am sorry.

That is not what these gods wish with ash.

Our worlds do not align in their laws of reality. We work in harmony with many, many gods. But there are, in my realm, going to still be those who do not want to so more than take.

Sometimes, a deity exists for selfish reasons, rather than to balance the entirety of existence. Please- simply have peace in knowing that is clearly not the case in yours.