Xingchen is surprised. "You lost your hate for me? That was..." Well, he finds that quite astonishing, but he did wonder if his hate has transformed because he did eventually grew to like him.

But there is one issue, a missing gap, and he has spent much time in self-reflection of his past. And that's past is his friendship with Song Lan.

"Xue Yang, I was thinking about what happened and...I was looking for answers. Now, I highly doubt that Song Lan shows up on the train, but thinking about it, because you didn't explain what happened and I didn't expect you too, I think he was looking for me and you didn't tell me about it." Which lead to his accidental killing of him.

"Because if Song Lan shows up, I want you to tell me if he did. We can save a lot of pain if we just talk about it instead of raising swords."