[ He needs a moment to think about that answer. Moreso about what he should answer rather than what the actual answer is, anyway. This would have been so much easier in the past, when he always would have shoved his own feelings under the rug, always pretended he's okay.
And it's not like he doesn't still do that, but.. he's a bit more aware of it. Tries to avoid doing it just a bit more, because not being honest with people who are so important to him is starting to not feel so great. ]
Later, probably. Once we've stopped all of this. [ But he still doesn't want to turn the fear towards their present situation, still trying to make the possibility that Taiki will worry as small as possible. ] It just.. reminds me a bit too much of back home.
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[ He needs a moment to think about that answer. Moreso about what he should answer rather than what the actual answer is, anyway. This would have been so much easier in the past, when he always would have shoved his own feelings under the rug, always pretended he's okay.
And it's not like he doesn't still do that, but.. he's a bit more aware of it. Tries to avoid doing it just a bit more, because not being honest with people who are so important to him is starting to not feel so great. ]
Later, probably. Once we've stopped all of this. [ But he still doesn't want to turn the fear towards their present situation, still trying to make the possibility that Taiki will worry as small as possible. ] It just.. reminds me a bit too much of back home.