Ghost looks... a little surprised, maybe, at the vehemence.
"Nobody blames me but myself. It... might be easier if they did. I'd have a better idea what to do with that, or even just distrust, than someone I remember shooting in the face just having faith that I was a good person."
He really doesn't know what to do with that one. A sigh, and Ghost picks up his sandwich and takes a bite out of it as an excuse to delay, to wrestle with his thoughts, even though he doesn't need his mouth to talk. It still creates an excuse to pause.
"But when you look like the guy who saved everybody, sound like the guy who saved everybody, and generally act like the guy who saved everybody's lives before fucking off because he couldn't handle being in the same survivor hideaway with the brother that fucked him around like that and all the rest of his issues? People are going to fucking compare."
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"Nobody blames me but myself. It... might be easier if they did. I'd have a better idea what to do with that, or even just distrust, than someone I remember shooting in the face just having faith that I was a good person."
He really doesn't know what to do with that one. A sigh, and Ghost picks up his sandwich and takes a bite out of it as an excuse to delay, to wrestle with his thoughts, even though he doesn't need his mouth to talk. It still creates an excuse to pause.
"But when you look like the guy who saved everybody, sound like the guy who saved everybody, and generally act like the guy who saved everybody's lives before fucking off because he couldn't handle being in the same survivor hideaway with the brother that fucked him around like that and all the rest of his issues? People are going to fucking compare."