She doesn't hesitate. Her heart is full of love and trust... and the fact that she can't trust it right now makes those feelings hurt all the more. She hated this feeling. The doubt. She's scared, certainly: her fathers were lost just a moment ago, but if she's going to truly to trust herself she needed to do this. The decision was an easy one.

As she reaches for Essek's hand, she gives them both a soft smile. She wasn't sure who she was going to be... but it wasn't going to be the girl they knew her as. Not completely. "...it was nice to be your daughter. You both are... very kind." Her lips tremble and her eyes begin to glisten. "...I hope... we can still be friends." She had one thing more to say, but held her tong. The last part, how she truly loved them both, was a feeling better left unsaid lest the "her" that comes after didn't feel the same way. She didn't want them to feel that loss if things went poorly.