"Yeah... I still wish I'da gotten one but I figure the only place I did nothin' worth rememberin' is here."

He'll probably never know Stakar changed his mind, but he can at least accept what's done is done, and he's been doing better.

"You're really somethin' for hearin' out all this depressin' bullshit when I get into it, though." Because he's well aware he's often a not happy man. The people who put up with it are goddamn miracles.