"Mega-party? I don't quite think it qualifies as that. But it woulda made 'em happy an' that's what I was goin' for."

He looks up again.

"If I had it to again, only thing I woulda done different is been a little more open with 'em. Knowin' some of 'em were willin' to die for me without knowing me beyond bein' their captain is uh.... It says a lot about what kinda crew they were."