There's certainly been times Soldat missed the simplicity of HYDRA, of not having all these goddamn feelings and reactions and people wanting things they didn't understand. But they know it's better to get better, to be themselves, person or not, and have people to love. "I've had that thought, too. Imagining all the lives that could be saved if I just died on that table back in the war." They shakes their head. "That's not going to happen, though, so all we can do is do better now. And you already are, Yondu. You know that you are."