[ Because that's what Alice ends up seeing it as after quickly processing what he's saying in her mind. It just seems like that kind of childish idealism that is - where Alice comes from - quickly beaten out of absolutely everyone.
She knows how the world works too well to be able to believe that. Even outside London. ]
But I have.. already given up.
[ Last month was just the final blow. The final nail in the coffin, after already having sat on these feelings for so long. ]
I have been on the train for over a year now. If something were to change for the better for me, it would have already. I am tired of waiting, only to be let down. Only to be made to feel worse.
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[ Because that's what Alice ends up seeing it as after quickly processing what he's saying in her mind. It just seems like that kind of childish idealism that is - where Alice comes from - quickly beaten out of absolutely everyone.
She knows how the world works too well to be able to believe that. Even outside London. ]
But I have.. already given up.
[ Last month was just the final blow. The final nail in the coffin, after already having sat on these feelings for so long. ]
I have been on the train for over a year now. If something were to change for the better for me, it would have already. I am tired of waiting, only to be let down. Only to be made to feel worse.