She pulled a face at that, "What the gods do be wanting do be mattering."

Of course they mattered. Serving the gods was her goal, if it didn't even matter then it would be stupid. And she didn't do stupid things.

She shrugged, she doesn't know what she wants. To serve her god, to be a warrior. But those were all in a far off world and right here, right now... She had no idea.

She just wants things to not be stupid. She wants her feelings to stop.