She doesn't know if she can do it. Even now, when she's in the absolute most comfortable place she could be, held by her mother.. Alice doesn't know if she can do it. But even though he doesn't know, she has to try.

Alice closes her eyes, hoping it might somehow help. Trying really hard to think. A train, a train--

There's flashes in her mind. There's so many, and so difficult to piece together. She thinks of a train of destruction, a train that induces a near primal fear in her, but that doesn't feel like the right one. She can't remember her mother being there, only remembers facing it alone.

Alice forces her mind further, thinking harder, until..

"I.. I remember you.. comforting me." Maybe it's since it feels so similar to this. Crowley with her arm around her, trying to comfort her in this moment. Even though the details of that moment feel so hazy. "Because of.."

.. because of what? Why does something about that moment feel so weird?

".. a fire..?"