She's quiet for a moment, save for her pained breathing. The next words that come out of her sound even more like an open wound.
"I don't wanna let anyone else die ever again." Like a desperate plea to the universe itself. "I don't wanna keep failing. I don't wanna let anyone down again. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna say what I don't mean. I don't wanna fuck it up for everyone. I don't wanna become a witch."
She really wonders what's wrong with her, that she isn't crying. That she hasn't cried since Mami left.
"I told her... I told her I'd live on. And make up for my sins." And then she died anyway. But she forces the thought away. "I don't wanna break a promise to her ever again." Except she promised they'd stay together this time, didn't she?
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"I don't wanna let anyone else die ever again." Like a desperate plea to the universe itself. "I don't wanna keep failing. I don't wanna let anyone down again. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna say what I don't mean. I don't wanna fuck it up for everyone. I don't wanna become a witch."
She really wonders what's wrong with her, that she isn't crying. That she hasn't cried since Mami left.
"I told her... I told her I'd live on. And make up for my sins." And then she died anyway. But she forces the thought away. "I don't wanna break a promise to her ever again." Except she promised they'd stay together this time, didn't she?