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Swirling Consequences Start

On day Seven of the Month of Quicksand as passengers are beginning their day there is an announcement over the ICP system. “Attention voidtreckers and passengers of the Voidtrecker Express. Please give your attention to the following message from the void ministry.”

A blurring of the screen and it fades into a video of an elderly woman, skin a swirl of purple and blue sat behind a dark wooden desk hands folded neatly in front of her.

“Greetings crew of the Voidtrecker Express. I am commander Orlaith of the void ministry. As you will be very aware, you were recently involved in a dangerous and somewhat foolish experiment of the tethering system which we assume was initiated by your voidcraft. We received your call for emergency assistance, and were able to stabilise your craft enough to allow it to focus on ensuring crew safety. We are under the understanding that it was a crew member who used the emergency signal given by the Inspection Arm of the ministry, and that member should be commended. So too should you all, for we have reports that the crew of the Voidtrecker Express took part in a risky and difficult anchoring task to ensure the safety of all. As ever, the crew of the Voidtrecker Express exceed expectations for a crew with no formal training.

However, in less positive news, the actions of your Voidcraft have had a ripple effect throughout the void. Worlds that are non void active have reports of seeing void activity in their skies, with residents reporting dreams and uneasy feelings. In void active worlds there are more serious incidents. We have voidcrews in thousands of systems working towards stabilising the void access points.

We understand that after such an ordeal, your crew may be exhausted however we do need your help. System #5739 is a hub world that is extremely void active. It is used to weathering void storms and the barrier between the world and the void is thin. However, it is currently experiencing an unprecedented amount of void activity and world bleeding effects. We need a team to go in and help the citizens there, clearing out any issues and helping stabilise things from within.

The people there know about the void, and are used to void travellers. However, try not to stir up any extra trouble.” The last sounds almost exhausted. Their reputation may precede them.

The video ends.

I assume no one has any objections as voidtreckers have chosen to work with the Void Ministry. Please see your mission briefs. This is not a catastrophe mission."

They have a couple of hours before landing, a few hours to study their briefs and prepare for what is to come. Teams might chat, people might give out equipment gathered over the months, some of the passengers who have been on the train since the very early days of the month of Apple may have advice to give.

Either way a couple of hours later there is another announcement. “Shortly arriving at System #5739. Exiting the void in ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one...”

SWIRLING CONSEQUENCES: START

WEARY WANDERER ~ FOREST ~ SCRUBLANDS ~ FARMLANDS ~ COMMS

QUICKSAND 7-10 ~ TEAM OBJECTIVES ~ LOCATION INFORMATION ~ OTHER DETAILS
ASK QUESTIONS ~ SHENANIGANS ~ TEAM PLOTTING ~ MISSION TASKS/REWARDS

ARRIVAL

The train shakes as the view of the void leaves its windows, giving way to a cloudy and wet sky in its descent. There's a small bump, and they land on a set of tracks that lead them uphill. Grassy mounds can be spotted on either side, occupied by sheep, goats, and the occasional six legged antelope grazing. In the farther distance are secluded farm houses, or small clusters of buildings.

Things don’t seem so bad, until the clouds spark with colour that sends animals running, far skittish for anything they're used to.

The sparse hills give way to more trees as the train weaves through them, until finally comes to a stop at a small station, no more than a raised platform in the woods. With a sigh, the train doors open, and passengers can walk out into the clearing. Once everyone who wishes to leave disembarks, the train sets off once again, flying up into the air and out of sight.

"Oh good. You’re here!"

Looking over, voidtreckers will spot a young girl at the edge of the clearing.

"Ma said we should expect some void heroes any day now. She’s put some stew on."

And she’s off. For any who wish to follow her, she leads them to an inn, The Weary Wanderer written on a sign. It’s a large inn, larger than might be expected in such a remote place, and the innkeeper Albany quickly organises rooms and food for any who wish it.

“Well, there’s a whole lot more of you than there was.” She takes in the group after Maia explains that they are from the Voidtrecker Express. “Storms are getting worse, we’re getting reports of stampedes, landslides and monsters coming through the colours.” She explains. She has some maps of the area and happily allows her main common room to be turned into a planning station. She’s clearly used to void travellers.

THE WEARY WANDERER

The inn has a large and open floor, the entrance close to where a fire crackles, chairs and a table beside it. To the right are places for eating, and kitchen doors that lead in and out, while to the left is where a counter separates another route to the kitchen, and to the family's own private quarters. By here too are the stairs leading up into the bedrooms, with some also available on the ground floor.

There's enough room for the voidtreckers to squeeze into the front at once, and the tables can be joined to create a more team atmosphere.

The problems are everywhere it seems. Farms need help, dralite chicks need rescuing, and their parents reassured before they go on a murderous revenge spree. Voidtreckers can stay or plan or jump right into things - the forest and scrublands are the closest to reach with both behind the inn, while the farmlands will take half a day to reach. Alabany will mark on the maps where to go for the farmsteads, or ones she knows about, and allow her inn to be used as an intiial base.

For those whose skills lie more in cooking and maintaining camp, she will happily take their help in the kitchens, or suggest They go down to the nearest farmsteads and lend a hand there. It'll take about half a day on foot to reach the nearest few, but many hands are needed. They will have better tools for moving debris and making repairs; she has a few, but not enough for everyone, and she'd rather they be used around the forest if anywhere. She needs those!

Albany will warn about the dralites, and to plug your ears if you're going through the forest. Their screeching can stun and slow people even at a distance, and with everyone worked up, it makes it hard to get through. They happen to like bugs, and a fruit called matts - similar to dates, fruits that grow off certain small trees in the forest.

YELLING HEIGHTS: FOREST

Location of: Dralites, young and old, their nests; monkeys, voidblobs (uncommon), fruit cups and purple stars. Displaced people.

The Yelling Height's forest reach spreads far, wrapping around the lower third of the great Ciyesia mountain and its budding fellow heights, with trees as tall as redwoods making up most of its wood. This gives plenty of space for travellers to move through, but the treetops create thick canopies that shroud the world below, the dots of penetrating light visible in contrast. Against some trees can be found what look like bushes, and there's plenty of them around, along with moss; but looking closer, these have hollow middles, made up of pin needles, twigs, feathers and all sorts. Some have been ruined, some have eggs inside.

High-pitched cries can be heard echoing, but it can be hard to tell how far, or what distance they come from - there's too many, making what should sound distressing, sound like a racket. While there's paths that can be followed, some of the wood has fallen, with ways disturbed by rubble that's tumbled all this way down from the mountain. There are signs to aid - those that haven't been knocked over - to give some sense of direction. Still this wood is hard to navigate, and Voidtreckers will want to be careful about rushing in without a plan. Trouble lurks in all manners...

Dralites can be found scattered around this forest, big and small - Albany will tell them as much. The youngest are easy to locate, unable to fly, and make a lot of noise. Slow-moving and dragging their heavy wings, they need help moving with any speed. They can be found alone, or attracting the attention of the great chinchillas or monkeys (who see them less as prey, and more as something to bully and take out their frustrations on).

Some will accept help from the first person that approaches them, jumping on them and wrapping their wings around their neck or head, clinging on and accepting them as their ride. They will need to be returned to their nests, and will reject any nests that aren’t theirs. It'll be very similar to escorting a toddler, often throwing screeching fits if they don’t think their helper is trying hard enough, which can make it difficult for people to move around.

They are hard creatures to please, even so more the adults who are furious that their nests have been disturbed. As large as a sheep with larger wings and powerful talons they might just swoop down and grab smaller unsuspecting voidtreckers and carry them to their nests as workers to help fix them. Some of these adults may be near their nests, or will be seen swooping around above-head at startling speeds, searching for their young.

There are eggs that have gone missing too. A place they can hatch safely is essentia, since they can easily become pray or be snatched by the monkeys who live in the forest and steal from the inattentive.

As well as helping the dralites, there are herbs that can be collected here. Purple Stars are leaves that grow at the top of tall trees. These can be found deeper into the forest, and are different from the other trees by their branches only growing at the very top, their bark stripy. They will need to be climbed, or flown up to - not getting startled by adult dralites is essential, or becoming target practice to the monkeys. They have rocks.

Deep in the most dampest sections of the fores, Fruit Cups grow in a tangle around spider plants, that will ensnare the unwary into it’s sticky grip. For every few flowers, there's a wide trapping of the spider plants, vines impossible not to get stuck to. But as difficult as they are to collect, they are useful, and the potions they make will be handy to the communities that require help. Some voidblobs have gotten trapped here too, and they'll become active once people get close.

YELLING HEIGHTS: SCRUBLANDS

Location Of: Farm animals, some voidblobs, great chinchillas, farmers in need; ruined paths, craggle leaf. Some dralites, mostly adult. Displaced people.

The trees eventually give way to a mix of rock and dirt, stone jagging up from the ground underfoot that travellers will need to watch out for. Vegetation is littered around, patches of shrubs as often easy to catch the eye as grazed grass poking out around mossy-coated stone. There are paths, or were, but only the remains of them can be found, the area reshaped by landslides.

Animals can be found isolated or in some groups, spooked by any newcomers around, and the odd shepherd trying their best to get their herds under control. But there's further trouble than blocked paths to deal with - because these jobs can never be simple.

The farmers' plans are to bring the grazing animals back down to the lower ground and to their farms, but they'll need help clearing up paths and guiding them off the mountain and back to their farmsteads. Not only will it mean moving debris and locating animals, it will also mean protecting them from the predators in the area - and other trouble.

The horned goats, often a worry on these slopes, have grown even more aggressive. They ram into herds and farmers alike, even attempting to send them rolling. They need driven off, away from the herds. The chinchillas are also more aggressive, running rampage through the hills and attempting to down the livestock and to take them back to their nests.

There will also be sightings of the voidblobs for the more unfortunate, dubbed such by the locals. Gelatinous and luminescent, they are a mess of what were likely multiple creatures that have been fused together, patches of fur and teeth and claws held together with thick veins of colour. They attack indiscriminately and without reason, and are difficult to take down, never responding to blows of any type. You only know when they're taken out by when they stop moving - otherwise, they will continue.

During the first night there is a disturbance on Ciyesia. Trees are felled, the mountain seems to rumble and more animals flee, spilling panicked down the mountain to the farm lands below. For whatever aid is giving to the area on the first day, this event causes more damage to the surrounding areas.

LOWER LANDS: FARMLANDS

Location of: Voidblobs (common), great chinchillas, a few horned goats; ruined pathways, farms in need; people to craft balms and potions, access to tools.

While not as high as the Ciyesia mountain, nor as shrouding as the blanketing forest, the rolling countryside shows its sloping and uneven distance, varying fields split by tones and sandy paths - or what should be sandy paths. But the damage to the earth is noticeable, chunks of the various mounds ruined, broken at parts. You can see trouble, ensuing or approaching, just by looking around long enough.

And the biggest trouble will be reaching it.

Buildings squeeze against fields and fencing, separated far from anyone that could be called a neighbour. But there's a few of what can be called villages, where trades are conducted and visitors are sure to stop. There's usually a singular inn, but people looking to call on the help of a void traveller to help with this mess. They can promise hot meals and some goods in exchange, but first needs to come the help.

Though moving the herds closer to the farms is a sensible idea that doesn’t mean the farmlands themselves are safe. Landslides have cut communities off, some of the chinchillas and horned goats have made their way down the mountain and angry dralites stalk the plains looking for their young.

The shaking of the earth and the landslides have caused damage and debris. Trees have been felled bolders moved, barns and houses have been damaged. There’s a big clean up operation required. Farmers have wheelbarrows and shovels and Albany has some more that can be borrowed. It will require a team effort to clear the roads and make sure essential supplies get where they are needed.

Most of the farms and villages have protections in place, but they are overstretched and exhausted. Villagers take turns patrolling, protecting the herds and the people from creatures should they be goats, chinchillas or the new and terrifying void blobs.

Extra people to set up perimeters are very welcome, as are those who can drive the creatures back into the forests. It’s not just the homes themselves that need protecting but also the paths between them, so voidtreckers and others can deliver supplies to the further afield communities.

Making the herbal remedies will mean finding the right people for it, but locating the villages is a good bet. Tinctures and teas are the best method, boiling the plants and breaking them down over hours. Even if you're not experienced, people being around to help monitor the pots and bottle them will be helpful. The craggle leaf are good as they are to feed upset livestock, but also as medicine, for helping against the voidstorm's headache-inducing effects.

FROM THE VOID...

DISPLACED PEOPLE: Once or twice a year, people can be found in the Yelling Heights, wandering around dazed and confused, hailing from a whole other world. Since these storms have begun there have been at least two a day, perhaps more that have yet to be found. They have no memory of arriving, some might not even have memories of who they are, or where they come from.

For now they need found, gathered in once place and care given to them.

VOIDBLOBS: The voidblobs, as they have been dubbed by those who have seen them, are truly monstrous creatures. Perhaps once multiple creatures they have been fused together, a mess of fur and teeth and claws held together with thick veins of colour these creatures have one instinct and that is to kill.

They are rampaging, strong in their urge to destroy. Fighting them is difficult as nothing seems to slow them down until they die, it’s hard to know how hurt they are and injury doesn’t seem to stop their brute strength or will to kill. They rarely will stop and fight either, requiring a team just to keep up with them as they will lash out and fight but keep rampaging on, drawn towards groups of people or creatures. They can be found anywhere.

VOIDTEARS: For now, it's Red Team's task to find these tears and secure a perimeter on them - a difficult enough job that will take the first few days of the mission. They aren’t visible except in the storms, and so finding them requires braving them, where the wind sings with void music, rain pouring with hail, and a strong sense of unease growing until it too unbearable to endure. But the exact point of the tears must be found: a spot where the kaleidoscope of colours shines down onto any under it, only visible in that area.

STORMS: These are scattered around the lands, never moving despite the clouds that do. In the storms, the voidtears pulse with colour. Being near them is uncomfortable, and there is always the risk of a voidblob coming through. Being near the voidtears for too long even outside of voidstorms will lead to headaches, and so it is wise to rotate who is guarding them.

THE FIRST NIGHT: Late into the first night, there will be loud noises, the earth rumbling and a worrisome show of lights as the full moon hangs in the sky above. There may be word from fellow voidtreckers what's going on, but either way, this disturbance will bring out trouble into the night, breaking fencing and some buildings that were on their last legs.

OOC NOTES

OOC Post ~ Questions ~ Shenanigans ~ Tasks Check-In & Mission Rewards
This log lasts for 7-10 Quicksand, with the next log going up on the 21st March (11 Quicksand). Please remember that we will be determining the progress of the mission by task objectives being fulfilled, so PLEASE visit the task objectives toplevel and let us know what your character has been working towards! We accept handwaves (especially if your character is around but you're on hiatus), but actual thread links will count more towards success!

An extra list of prompts for ideas, arranged by team (click):

RED TEAM

You've either wandered into a group of voidblobs or see some approaching. They're annoying on their own, but as a group, they can cause serious damage.

The voidstorms are easy to find by the literal storms they bring, but the tears themselves? They're a pain to, only visible once you're right under them. How will your character persevere in the search? Flying, if you can, might seem the quickest option, but a closer level to the sky seems to make the headaches and disorientation worse.

You've somehow been convinced into fixing up a fence during watching the perimeter. Yes yes, that's important, but the area is clear for now, and what if an animal gets loose? More hands will get this done quick.

BLUE TEAM

What kind of people will you find out there in the wild? Someone desperate for an offer of aid, or someone suspicious, distrusting? Are they even human, or some other race - or sentient object?

The dralites aren't good at in any way but wailing. But their eggs are unique, obsidian in appearance. So if you see a monkey carrying any such thing, or see one being carried by a great chinchilla - that's no lucky lump of goal. That's your way of calming down the ticking time bombs of angry parents.

PURPLE TEAM

Farm work isn't your chore, but the farmers need all their herds before they go anywhere, so you're getting involved whether you want to or not.

Make a good impression on the farmers, and they're likely to help you out. Need to borrow tools? Or can you convince the farmers to let you and your friends borrow some, passing them onto the people who need them?

ORANGE TEAM

Herb collection is hard enough with tall trees and spider plants but watch out for the monkeys who want to steal the prize.

Once herbs are collected they can be made into potions. They aren't too difficult to make and Albany has recipes if asked.

Herbs aren't the only things monkeys want, there's a group converging on a dralite nest, those eggs look very shiny.

ALL TEAMS

Distance is a real concern. Who will go where, where are places and people in need? Scouting is a good idea, and so is organising who will be best, where. ... or, you can just go and do your own thing.

Image Sources: Top header - Tavern - Farmlands - Void coours

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A storm had blown in. A void storm that meant rain came with signing and colours and was very weird and uncomfortable. The best thing was to hide in the inn or a barn, or anywhere indoors except it was also the best time to find the tears.

Finding the tears was red teams job and the quicker they could do it the quicker this mission would be over.

She stomped through the inn, to gather some supplies. Whatever food people had made and then looked around. She would need some help. Unfortunately. Voidstorms brought void blobs and they were more difficult than she could deal with on her own.

It's frustrating. Who could she...

"Alice." She hasn't seen the older girl in a while. She's not in red team. But she likes fighting.

Honestly, Alice wasn't even exactly planning on going out there.

Which is why she's sitting here inside of the inn instead. She's found a corner that has relatively less people - because honestly, it's impossible to find a spot totally devoid of people in this inn - to sit down at a table and sulk. If anything has drained her motivation for these missions, if not just to do anything at all, it was everything that had happened during the month before this one.

Even the idea of smashing things up doesn't exactly provide her with any sense of joy or motivation. Hence why she's just there, slouched over a table, only moving to turn her head when she suddenly hears someone calling out her name.

.. ah. Her. Alice doesn't seem too surprised to see her. If anything, it looks like she's still sulking.

"Were you looking for me?" She simply asks.

"Yes." She nodded, slinging her energy rifle over a shoulder. It looks cool and she has the safety features on. She's learning.

People would be mad if she shot them and shooting them by accident would be stupid of her.

Alice though doesn't look ready. Indeed she looks...

"Do you be being okay?"

Look she's not good at emotions and Alice was often on the more down side of the spectrum but... There's things to smash and she hasn't seen Alice out there at all.

There are people where she would immediately be open with about that sort of question. Either because she is not close enough with them to not care about their opinion, or because she feels like she can just share anything with them - though the latter category is truly locked down to just a few people.

It's a little bit more complicated with this girl. Mostly because she's so young, and Alice is definitely the type who wants to try and shelter kids from certain things. As much as she can, anyway. This girl is already used to so much - but that doesn't mean Alice just has to pile more on top of it.

"Not really," she finally answers, deciding to go with the truth after all. "I have not quite felt like myself, ever since what happened just the other week or so."

The understatement of the century, but look, Alice is not going to drop an 'I think the train literally killed me' on a child like that. Not so suddenly, anyway.

(Even if it's a kid with a cool energy rifle.)

"What did be happening?"

She tilted her head. "To you I do be meaning." Because she knows what happened in general. Obviously. She's not stupid.

Alice had been staying on the train, they had said goodbye. Had she been kicked off like Sanzo and Devero?

Maybe she should have checked on her earlier, but she hadn't, caught up with all that had happened to herself.

Honestly, it's a little on Alice, if not mostly on Alice. Even though she had her own definite reasons for not being able to leave the train, she hadn't wanted to bother the people who left the train with those, other than saying she just couldn't leave.

She just didn't want to throw her own problems on anyone else's shoulders, especially not as the last thing they'd remember from her.

"I realised that even if the train would fully let us go, I could never leave. There is nothing for me to go back to."

Not even 'no world', no, that's not even the problem.

It's 'no body', which is a much worse problem in Alice's opinion.

"Oh." She wrinkled her nose. "Why no? Do you be being dead there in your world?"

She's never the most tactful, though she isn't trying to be rude or hurtful. She knows plenty of people who are dead. She watched Sanzo die on his world and knew he had already been dead before he came to the train anyways.

This train didn't care, people who were dead, without bodies, without worlds...

"I imagine so."

Thankfully not a single part of Alice seems offended at the girl's directness. If anything, it's probably since she seems so muted in general right now. If there's anything that entire situation did, it was completely draining her of her energy.

Hence why she's just grumping over here, rather than looking like she's ready to actually head out there and get some work done.

"There is absolutely no possibility of a comatose body on the streets of London surviving for longer than half an hour at most."

And, you know, she really doesn't want to test that theory by going home and just.. being dead. Understandably so, right.

"So the moment the train pulled me to itself from my world like that, it basically signed my death warrant."

She wrinkled her nose. Honestly she was surprised she had survived. Had she survived? She hadn't exactly seen her sleeping body. Had they kept it? That would be a bit creepy. But had they killed it?

She's not thinking about that. Nope. Thinking about Alice instead.

"You should be getting revenge."

Honestly, there's a part of Alice that had probably been wondering about that - not after everyone left, since her mind quickly went to total static and hallucinations the moment the train tried to re-enter the void over and over, but during the moment where everyone left? Alice sure did worry a bit about the kind of situation the other girl ended up in.

.. then again, the girl hasn't mentioned a thing about her own situation, so maybe she was okay back home.

Alice fiercely hopes so, anyway. This girl deserves so much better.

"I would if it was that easy."

There's zero hesitation in that answer. Of course Alice wants revenge. Taking revenge is basically all she's been doing back home too. It's what she lives for.

"But as we know, there is very little I can do against that damn train." Not even watching the bad words in front of the little ones anymore!

That's how you can tell Alice is Done, clearly.

If only it were that easy, to get revenge on a train. "Yes I did be trying to shoot the doors open and it did no even be shrugging."

Not that trains could shrug. But Alice would know what she meant. It was useless doing anything to the train.

She doesn't even seem to have noticed the bad language.

Clearly this topic is so important that the problem of bad words is just thrown entirely to the side.

"That is the problem," Alice instead just says. "We are all stuck in this situation. We have all, to some degree, been done wrong or harm by the train."

It's how Alice can only see it. After all, she's a rather pessimistic and cynical person, so of course she isn't even thinking about the good sides of the situation for some people.

"Yet we can't do a thing about it. Instead we are just dumped here onto some random world by it once more." That's why it's hard to motivate herself to get out there and actually do stuff for the mission.

"Yes. It do just be making us be helping. All the time." She sighed. But as much as she agreed with Alice's cynicism she also wanted to go and fight.

Alice always liked to fight.

"You can no be smushing the train. But we could be smushing monsters."

The girl's assessment of Alice is pretty spot on. Alice does like to fight, and the main reason she's been going on missions before - hero complex she doesn't like to admit to aside - has been because she at least got to smash things up without consequence.

But right now.. even that feels more unappealing for some reason. Alice isn't sure what it is. It's like there's a spark inside of her that has been steadily dimming over the past while.

"Usually I would," she slowly says. "But right now, I.."

Her voice trails off. She frowns, but it doesn't seem angry. Something about it seems weirdly vulnerable instead. "I feel tired."

"Too tired to smush monsters?"

This has gotten serious. It's one thing for her to be sad and grumpy at the train. To even be angry and distraught about the fact she might never get to go back home again. But to be too tired to even fight monsters?

This is too much. There's something seriously wrong here. "Did you be sleeping?"

Was she sick? Was this voidsickness? The train often warned them about that. It sounded serious. But so did Alice not wanting to fight.

She could elaborate. It'd be so easy to say she's too tired to keep going on like this, but that, at least, does feel like a little bit too much to say right in front of a child.

"I missed quite a bit of sleep when you and everyone else attempted to return home," she instead says. Which is also factually true. It was hard for anyone to sleep during the train's constant attempts to re-enter the void, and it certainly wasn't made any easier for Alice in particular due to her mind already being a mess, and even moreso due to the after effects of that.

It's why she's still feeling it now.

"Then you should be sleeping." She told her with a nose wrinkle and a sigh. "Do you be having a bed here? You should be sleeping and resting, then you will be wanting to be fighting more."

Maybe. She is unsure. This is so out of what she knows how to fix.

"Guri apparently already arranged a room for me here," she replies. That's something Alice already found out about, but she was still struggling on what to do here - hence why she was still miserably sitting down here, rather than sleeping in a room.

It just feels so strange to sleep through a mission. She has never done so before. On the other hand, she also truly can't find the energy or motivation in herself to actually get up and do anything other than sleep.

"Perhaps I should."

.. Alice pauses. She does look tired, but still notices that pouty nose on the other girl's face. Right, this can't be an easy conversation for her either. She looks so confused.

"Sorry to bother you with all this." It's something kids shouldn't have to deal with. Not even in the middle of the missions and violence they already have to witness.

"You should no even be being sorry." She pointed at her. "If Guri did be getting you a room you should be going to it and be sleeping. You will be feeling better when you do no be being so tired."

Surely. Surely something like this wouldn't keep her down for a long time.

Alice.. is not as sure of that. She can feel it, after all. This is deeper than just regular exhaustion. This is something that's seeped deep into her bones, into her mind, making her body feel so heavy.

Making it even hard to breathe.

But without saying any of that, she just slowly stands up, supporting herself by planting her hands on the table so she won't just fall over.

"Yes. I will go sleep."

Maybe it's the best she can do for now. Maybe she can figure out what to do about any of this later.

"I know you will take care of yourself, but even so.. stay safe out there." Because Alice is pretty sure she can't handle the loss of someone she cares about on top of everything else. Her mind is too fragile at the moment for it.

"I will be doing." Of course she would. She's good at staying safe. She's more worried about Alice right now. She looks like she might crumble with the depths of her exhaustion.

It was very worrying indeed.

"You will be sleeping and eating and I will be seeing you later."

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