".. Even though they were so awful?"

That much is obvious now, after all. Alice only saw one instance of things Guri had to do, but she's sure there must have been so many more.

And they clearly affected Guri enough that she is still feeling awful when she sees it, even now. They're heavy memories for her, if not some outright trauma.

But even so..

"You still would prefer things having gone the way they did?" Just so Guri could have ended up on the train in the end?